Us at Walk for Rice 2009, organised by TP CSC; courtesy of
nash_ness!
You now see above one of the happier moments in my life, in all that time I've been missing from this quaint journal of mine. Much has happened once again while I did my disappearing act; & "I get by with a little help from my friends" has never rung so true than these days. Another semester has also up and left, and all I'm left with in this polytechnic journey are a mere 8 months. Afterwhich, if everything goes well, I will graduate in April 2010.
I hope all these paths i've been weaving in my mind as to what I'm going to be doing after graduation will not just be made of cotton candy & will disintegrate with this impending reality every grown adult seems desperate to ingrain in my mind. I hope everyday that they will actually materialize, I pray everyday that they will & I work hard everyday so that they have a chance of doing so, no matter how small the possibility. While it is important to remain grounded, most of us are empty shells w/o what we dream of... I am the same!
Time has not been the only one that has up and left; a very recent passing of a dear friend & coursemate has left many of us gobsmacked, hurt, lost & scrambling for each other in hope for the least bit of support we can find. It would be pretentious to associate myself closely with her as all we previously were were campmates & that was all to our brief friendship; but I remember her for the energy and zest she possessed for everything coming her way. It has been a little more than a week since her passing & my thoughts are with her loved ones.
Have a pleasant journey Nicole L., we're always thinking of you. I will remember you most distinctly for laughing at me when I missed buses... no, don't even
think for a second that I'm going to forget! I'll settle that score the next time I see you. Be safe and happy now sleeping beauty, rest in peace (: